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yoru v1.1

// hell woke up at 06:41 a.m.
on Sunday, June 16, 2002

actually, i'm not that exhilirated . . .
i'm scared!
help!

// hell woke up at 06:36 a.m.
on Sunday, June 16, 2002

i can't believe it!
a lot of people are actually requesting mp3's from my site!
just last night, i received 13 mails, most them were requests.
i hope i could still continue granting them requests, despite the possibility of a tight schedule starting tomorrow.
tomorrow's our first day of classes! i'm so excited to see my crush! (whee!)

btw, i forgot to write . . . sekai ga owaru made wa's mitui's theme?

// hell woke up at 06:42 a.m.
on Saturday, June 15, 2002

i came across this cool, very informative gackt kamui site from singapore . . . check the links below.

gackt camui castlevania

// hell woke up at 06:16 a.m.
on Saturday, June 15, 2002

Which Gackt are you most like?
quiz by mcvarmazi

// hell woke up at 05:12 a.m.
on Saturday, June 15, 2002

mom, dad, and my two sisters left for abroad yesterday.
(*sniff*)i'm all alone here now.
i'm sure gonna miss my younger sisters.
we won't be seeing each other for at least ten long months!
i just can't believe it.
after two years of finally being with them, my parents are taking them away from me again?! yes, i spent sixteen years of my life without my younger brother and my younger sisters. and now after two years . . .
i think i should get a husband . . . but that's impossible since i don't even have a boyfriend.
oh life . . .

btw, i wanted to write about this crush of mine (the one i wrote on the right side of the page). i saw this guy during the first day of our summer classes (april something) in our engineering math subject and i was really impressed by his haircut. i was just kinda inspired by gackt (after listening to some of his songs and reading info about him) the day before ; thus, i immediately thought he looked someone like gackt kamui. aside from that, i was so obsessed that time with this cool character from angel sanctuary, kira sakuya. as you know, i also liked his hair and everything about him. and so my crush's haircut/hair is like kira sakuya's. and so i liked him . . .
my friends and i were seated at the back part of the classroom and my crush was just a row ahead of one of my friends.
i couldn't help but take a glance at him, pretending to look at the teacher.
and nobody would notice. (yeah, i can suppress my feelings and i'm a good secret keeper too!)
but i would always relate these experiences with our helper at home. and since she's gone too, i have no one else to relate these experiences now and so i'm writing in this blog. (*taps my shoulder - poor girl*) mido
and i'm so excited this coming semester for our second course in eng ma since i'm expecting him to be my classmate again. and i hope i would be again seated at his back or next to him. yes, i'm optimistic that would happen since i saw him signing up in the same room i was signing up for that math subject. i know he's also signing up for that same subject . . . i hope . . .
and i hope this time, yes i've got a lot of time, i can find out what his name is . . . and i hope i could introduce myself . . . and court him . . .

yes, i can do these . . . i hope . . . help me . . . i'm getting a little bit old for these things . . . i'm in my late teens and i should be thinking about something like getting a boyfriend . . .

// hell woke up at 07:42 a.m.
on Friday, June 14, 2002

i was listening to slam dunk's kimi ga suki da to sakebitai and i remembered slam dunk's episode where kogure was narrating mitsui's past with the shokoku. i couldn't believe sekai ga owaru made wa background music was being played during that scene . . .
some kind of mitsui's theme, indeed that song was meant to be dramatic . . .

// hell woke up at 06:22 a.m.
on Friday, June 14, 2002

took that slam dunk selector test and here's what i've got . . .
#1 Kaede Rukawa (whee!)
#2 Nobunaga Kiyota (whee!)
#3 Kominobu Kogure (okay, i'm a geek)
#4 Mitsui Hisashi (whee!)
#5 Sakuragi Hanamichi (i'm a frustrated, trying hard person)
#6 Souchirou Jin
#7 Jun Uozumi
#8 Ryouta Miyagi
#9 Akagi Takenori
#10 Kenji Fujima
#11 Toru Hanagata
#12 Akira Sendoh (you're too far from me . . .)
#13 Kazushi Hasegawa
#14 Kicchou Fukuda
#15 Maki Shinichi
eat your heart out rukawa wannabee's ^_^ . . .
anyway, i'm not that concerned about rukawa, i want to be someone like ryota miyagi or akagi takenori . . .

SelectSmart

// hell woke up at 05:52 a.m.
on Friday, June 14, 2002

hah!
quite a long time since i added entry here.
yah!
and i have a quite a lot to tell...

yesterday, i was a guidance examiner at a freshman orientation in school. the exciting thing is, those tNt's wouldn't know that i'm their schoolmate so they kept on calling me ma'am!
he eh! good thing someone asked me my name, so i told them i'm just enjoying them calling me that way.

i wasn't able to watch slam dunk . . .
gah!
sister told me maki shinichi showed up.
but before that episode, everything i didn't expect happened. there's hisashi mitsui returning to the shokoku basketball team (he looks better with that long hair). before that ryota miyagi's showing up as a shokoku's player (he's cute when he's in love with ayako) . . . blah blah . . .
hope the internet connection doesn't hang up . . .
okay, but before all those things, i wanna write that i really wanted to blow up the other day when . . .
angelfire again shut down three of my mp3 accounts! grrr! had i writted journal during that day, there'll be lots of f*cks and bullsh*ts! but i admit i have to be blamed . . . stupid! i broke one of the terms and conditions thingy of lycos. yes, i used that account for remote loading or for stealing bandwidth, whatever they call it . . . i wish i just had a link to the pages on the site linking to those f*cking mp3's! i have to hate this life . . .
hah! forever love's playing on my radio! i'm so frustrated!

// hell woke up at 04:56 p.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

slam dunk time!!! gotta hurry!!!
You're PRIDE! You like yourself, and you aren't afraid to show it. You don't like to admit when you're wrong, and you think you're better than most. You're represented by the color violet.

Which Kiss Are You?

// hell woke up at 04:52 p.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

am i this gay?! ^^;; can't be!?

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

// hell woke up at 04:43 p.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

finally . . .
i hope i won't change this layout anymore . . .
but i want something featuring gackt kamui or hyde from l'arc~en~ciel . . . (*sigh*)
i promise i wont miss the episode of slam dunk today. surely, it'll be all about mitsui-kun's past, etc.

// hell woke up at 05:19 a.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

am i really that clueless?

Are you a Seme or Uke?

// hell woke up at 05:01 a.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

the first test i'm publishing in this journal . . . will it show up?

Are you PINK or EVIL?!
i say, pretty damn good (^_^)

// hell woke up at 04:37 a.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

i think i know my purpose of making yoru blog . . . we have this helper at home who's so close to me but she's not my personal assistant. after two years of being with us, she's finally leaving for japan to apply as an entertainer (you know, japayuki and like). my mom and dad and two younger sisters are also staying abroad for at least one year. and know what? i'll be left home with a pathetic grandmother, an apathetic brother, and some another maid whom i just met this summer . . . poor me (*taps herself*) and so . . . since probably i wouldn't be talking too much at home, it would be quite necessary for me to unwind here, he he . . . some psychological reasons . . .

// hell woke up at 04:34 a.m.
on Tuesday, June 11, 2002

when will i ever stop making changes to my html? i'm getting tired of this . . . anyway, i wasn't expecting though that kira sakuya would have that "such" big role in kaori yuki's storyline. i thought he's just some friend guy to a disoriented main character setsuna . . .

// hell woke up at 02:05 p.m.
on Monday, June 10, 2002

uh oh! new obsession on the way . . . poor me! (*shut up pathetic person*) it's june again and time for studies . . . i hope this blog won't get in the way . . . hu hu!!! do i need to fill everything here? sorry, i'm really such a disordered person (not to mention myself having a distorted mind and all . . .). did you understand anything? now what? what should i put in here? i should've put something like depression upon knowing that my favorite cool guy from angel sanctuary is actually LUCIFIEL. no . . .

// hell woke up at 12:45 p.m.
on Monday, June 10, 2002

ha ha ha!!! changed my layout!

asts

// hell woke up at 08:45 a.m.
on Monday, June 10, 2002

hah! i've changed some format on my *new* blog site! (*eyes twinkle*). i still can't believe it! some good things in life are FREE?! thank you pitas.com!

// hell woke up at 08:25 a.m.
on Monday, June 10, 2002

testing! he he! is this really free? really really free? am i imagining things? maybe not. i've just woken up and logged on to pitas.com and... got a blog account! gosh!

anime shojo to shonen

// the layout

black is mediocrity . . .
kira sakuya of angel sanctuary . . .
yes, the kira sakuya here is a girl . . .
i envy my crush . . .
how i wish i were you . . .

yoru v1.1